i love you. i really do, even though we haven’t spoken and have never met. i love you so much and you have every reason in the world to live. if you do leave the world will have lost yet another wonderful person, and i really don’t want that to happen. your mum is a horrible person for saying stuff like that to you. she’s the disgusting one, not you. stay here with me and talk, let’s just talk and let me help you. i love you and i don’t want you to leave at all.
your not eating could definitely have everything to do with your period being late. when you dont eat (or barely eat) you tend to even skip your period completely for months, but its usually really bad when its come to the point when you start skipping your period and stuff. i know its really hard and stuff but angel, i really suggest you try and eat again. if not like huge meals then at least a little, enough to keep you healthy. its not good at all when its come this far and i really dont want it to get any worse. i love you ok
if they werent real friends they wouldnt care enough to comfort you!
youre probably much more interesting than you actually think, don’t be afraid of people getting bored with you just be yourself i’m sure there’s more to love than you think!
reach out to them instead, ask them about their day, simple things like that.
if you think it could be a bigger issue do spend the time to analyze that though, because the solution might be somewhere else.
Figure out if V likes you or not. And do the same for A. If neither of them are interested, dont give up yet, if you really like someone you can always try harder (unless they tell you explicitly that theyre not interested and wont be, in which case its only decent to stop insisting and accept it just as a friendship). if one of them does and the other doesnt, well then, seems pretty obvious what to do there, unless for some reason you find that you actually like the other one better in which case its probably not a good thing to get in a relationship with his brother. if they both do, you have to be careful not to hurt anyone, and it might be better to wait some time for things to cool down, and use that time to figure out if theres one you /really/ like or that you like more that would be worth investing in a relationship with. But its tricky, if they both do, you dont want to get in the way of two brothers’ relationship, just make sure youre not hurting anyone (including yourself)
Talk to her. Sometimes in relationships that distancing and doubt only happens because you’re both unsure of something and neither of you says anything, and maybe there’s something on her mind. But if it does turn out you’re right, don’t worry, or worry as little as possible and don’t let yourself break over it, you’ll be ok even if it hurts.